So what's new, I'm feeling down again. Shouldn't be anything surprising for me. It's normal human nature and it happens a lot, and for some all the time. But why do we react so suddenly and shockingly to it sometimes, well lets just say that's all part of human nature as well. Contradicting isn't it. Guess that's just one thing we were made to be part of, a world full of contradiction. Could it be that I'm thinking too much again? Then again, I always am, but who cares. I mean I don't, because that's just what I do.
So I'm feeling like crap again. Mixed emotions all around inside me. Don't know what to do about certain things. Want to take out specific actions about others, but best not too. Some I just want to kill myself and not have to bother about ever again. Nah, just kidding about the last one. Anyway, letting a bit of things out here helps sometimes. Although I do not give much information or detail, but it's just something for me to do and to let out certain things I want to say with a discrete manner.
I'm sorry for upsetting you last night. I promise I'll make it up to you. I just love you so much and much more.